Miss you….
Am blessed by the god to have such a peace full life today but the fact is when I go to bed I always feel that my day is incomplete without you.
I get up in the morning and feel like seeing you around, and getting good morning greetings from you….but I don’t get that, so I do my stuff without your best wishes, guess am missing you.
I get busy in the kitchen to help her in the kitchen and then when we all start our breakfast together I love to serve to each and every plate,which you know but where have you gone? I don’t see you, the chair is empty, you were just here isn’t it? We all missing you.
I go out for work, travel a lot, meet new people and friends, spend great time with every individuals I know but when I get tired and sit on a bench next to the small lake, I feel why are you not here to share my great momments & difficulties, why can’t I just talk & talk to you? but alas you are not here…I miss you
I finish my days with a hope that at least will hug you at the end of the day and will have some good time, some nice talk together, but guess you are still not here so I have no other choice but to walk keeping my head down….can’t you still feel that I am missing you….
I am back home…huh, now shower and then will gather for prayer…..I pray, I wish, I request, I demand…..but prayer is not that all I want….I wanna tell you something that’s happening around, wanna talk about you and others, wanna just share my present and future…..why can’t we just talk for lil while? Guess am missing you isn’t it?
Dinner table is same like breakfast table, your chair is having lil dust due to less usage may be, all are may be searching for you but no one is sharing across the table, so I thought I will just write a small note before going to the bed, so that even if you are little late you will know what we went thru and hope tomorrow I can get up with new hope and yes with your touch, which I misses the most.
Now it's time to sleep…..will surely see you in my dream, and at least will remember some wonderful time and specially those moments when you used to hug me tightttttt when bro used to make me scared…..However am sleeping pls. don’t forget to touch my forehead when you come home, I will smile in dream and then will say love you…..good night dad.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I feel like writing every morning but don’t get the inspiration to do that
what to do I don’t come across such a good human being every now and then….
Today is the day when I would like to take the opportunity to thank you…..Therefore pls accept it today.
• I wanna thank my real God……the greatest parents of the world for showing me the beautiful creation of God….
• I wanna thank my uncle and aunt whom I named my godfather and godmother for guiding me to get a shape and come up with lots of love and affection. Thanks for guiding me to create my own identity.
• I wanna thank you god for putting life in a stone who/which got the power to listen to all of us and have got time and energy to think & solve all our problems for no personal benefits.
• I wanna thank that beautiful nurse who used to take care of me when I was born.
• I wanna thank my teachers who educated me,,,,I wanna thank you for teaching me to put my feelings on paper.(currently doing)
• I wanna thank that old handicapped man who simply stood up while a prayer was going on in the radio “jana gana mana adhi” it taught me and many people around ,that this is how we all should respect our national anthem and salute our real heroes even in the worst situations.
• I wanna thank that small school boy who comes to my door every morning and drops the world’s happening activities rapped in few pages (NEWSPAPER). Because of his promptness that I am so well updated.
• I wanna thank that unknown fellow who comes and delivers milk every morning, because of his commitment I get my tea and breakfast on time…..
• I wanna thank that poor chap who washes my dress and sends it back to my house every evening under a small note book….because of you I am always well dressed and look good.
• I wanna thank that gate-keeper who washes my vehicle every morning and keeps it ready before I could get up from my sleep.
• I wanna thank that simple man with no shirt on , who was riding a very very old bicycle from his agricultural firm after completing the day’s work and helped me in the late evening to repair my vehicle tire in the middle of the road and it was like “ no man’s land “ scary night.
• I wanna thank those many dabba wala(tiffing carrier) who always helped me to have my home food on time.
what to do I don’t come across such a good human being every now and then….
Today is the day when I would like to take the opportunity to thank you…..Therefore pls accept it today.
• I wanna thank my real God……the greatest parents of the world for showing me the beautiful creation of God….
• I wanna thank my uncle and aunt whom I named my godfather and godmother for guiding me to get a shape and come up with lots of love and affection. Thanks for guiding me to create my own identity.
• I wanna thank you god for putting life in a stone who/which got the power to listen to all of us and have got time and energy to think & solve all our problems for no personal benefits.
• I wanna thank that beautiful nurse who used to take care of me when I was born.
• I wanna thank my teachers who educated me,,,,I wanna thank you for teaching me to put my feelings on paper.(currently doing)
• I wanna thank that old handicapped man who simply stood up while a prayer was going on in the radio “jana gana mana adhi” it taught me and many people around ,that this is how we all should respect our national anthem and salute our real heroes even in the worst situations.
• I wanna thank that small school boy who comes to my door every morning and drops the world’s happening activities rapped in few pages (NEWSPAPER). Because of his promptness that I am so well updated.
• I wanna thank that unknown fellow who comes and delivers milk every morning, because of his commitment I get my tea and breakfast on time…..
• I wanna thank that poor chap who washes my dress and sends it back to my house every evening under a small note book….because of you I am always well dressed and look good.
• I wanna thank that gate-keeper who washes my vehicle every morning and keeps it ready before I could get up from my sleep.
• I wanna thank that simple man with no shirt on , who was riding a very very old bicycle from his agricultural firm after completing the day’s work and helped me in the late evening to repair my vehicle tire in the middle of the road and it was like “ no man’s land “ scary night.
• I wanna thank those many dabba wala(tiffing carrier) who always helped me to have my home food on time.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Days pass by and am growing old and old…..
Can some body tell me…… What did I do??? What do I do now????
I started studying with lots of negligence & less of interest , but I prayed hard to score more and more marks….
Played a lot, to become the best, but failed to become the top in the lane.
Jumped into the life of profession but remained as a learner in every step of life…..
Thought one day love will change it…..will bring happiness in my life….
later realized grass is always green on the other side.
What supported me couldn’t ignore that support, because that is only family what I had.
Tried to commit but couldn’t manage to become a better boy friend than ex. One.
Heard many songs, watched many movies and felt top of the world until the movie effect was over.
Tried to reach on top but understood that there is no difference between the starting point and the zenith.
Completed lots of responsibilities, but got only ignorance from pals.
Thought may be reading books will help me to grow but it only helped me to know the use of dictionary.
Saw many movies to know more and more people of the world but found people still don’t know me.
People forced me to feel that am wrong which only made me feel that am different.
No matter what and how I tried but failed to become the one……people prefer from all.
Was never ready to accept the truth of failures but will it really help me now to see the path of success?
Today when I stand and look back I see only people walking ahead and I can see their back from far.
So am I the one who is left behind by the world.
Its dark night…..with the tears of God in the name of rain…..and one overcoat with the same black umbrella. This is all what I have from my little life……….
Where am I ? what did I do? And what do I do now????
Can some body tell me…… What did I do??? What do I do now????
I started studying with lots of negligence & less of interest , but I prayed hard to score more and more marks….
Played a lot, to become the best, but failed to become the top in the lane.
Jumped into the life of profession but remained as a learner in every step of life…..
Thought one day love will change it…..will bring happiness in my life….
later realized grass is always green on the other side.
What supported me couldn’t ignore that support, because that is only family what I had.
Tried to commit but couldn’t manage to become a better boy friend than ex. One.
Heard many songs, watched many movies and felt top of the world until the movie effect was over.
Tried to reach on top but understood that there is no difference between the starting point and the zenith.
Completed lots of responsibilities, but got only ignorance from pals.
Thought may be reading books will help me to grow but it only helped me to know the use of dictionary.
Saw many movies to know more and more people of the world but found people still don’t know me.
People forced me to feel that am wrong which only made me feel that am different.
No matter what and how I tried but failed to become the one……people prefer from all.
Was never ready to accept the truth of failures but will it really help me now to see the path of success?
Today when I stand and look back I see only people walking ahead and I can see their back from far.
So am I the one who is left behind by the world.
Its dark night…..with the tears of God in the name of rain…..and one overcoat with the same black umbrella. This is all what I have from my little life……….
Where am I ? what did I do? And what do I do now????
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