Wednesday, February 18, 2009

I feel like writing every morning but don’t get the inspiration to do that
what to do I don’t come across such a good human being every now and then….
Today is the day when I would like to take the opportunity to thank you…..Therefore pls accept it today.

• I wanna thank my real God……the greatest parents of the world for showing me the beautiful creation of God….
• I wanna thank my uncle and aunt whom I named my godfather and godmother for guiding me to get a shape and come up with lots of love and affection. Thanks for guiding me to create my own identity.
• I wanna thank you god for putting life in a stone who/which got the power to listen to all of us and have got time and energy to think & solve all our problems for no personal benefits.
• I wanna thank that beautiful nurse who used to take care of me when I was born.
• I wanna thank my teachers who educated me,,,,I wanna thank you for teaching me to put my feelings on paper.(currently doing)
• I wanna thank that old handicapped man who simply stood up while a prayer was going on in the radio “jana gana mana adhi” it taught me and many people around ,that this is how we all should respect our national anthem and salute our real heroes even in the worst situations.
• I wanna thank that small school boy who comes to my door every morning and drops the world’s happening activities rapped in few pages (NEWSPAPER). Because of his promptness that I am so well updated.
• I wanna thank that unknown fellow who comes and delivers milk every morning, because of his commitment I get my tea and breakfast on time…..
• I wanna thank that poor chap who washes my dress and sends it back to my house every evening under a small note book….because of you I am always well dressed and look good.
• I wanna thank that gate-keeper who washes my vehicle every morning and keeps it ready before I could get up from my sleep.
• I wanna thank that simple man with no shirt on , who was riding a very very old bicycle from his agricultural firm after completing the day’s work and helped me in the late evening to repair my vehicle tire in the middle of the road and it was like “ no man’s land “ scary night.
• I wanna thank those many dabba wala(tiffing carrier) who always helped me to have my home food on time.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Days pass by and am growing old and old…..

Can some body tell me…… What did I do??? What do I do now????

I started studying with lots of negligence & less of interest , but I prayed hard to score more and more marks….

Played a lot, to become the best, but failed to become the top in the lane.

Jumped into the life of profession but remained as a learner in every step of life…..

Thought one day love will change it…..will bring happiness in my life….
later realized grass is always green on the other side.

What supported me couldn’t ignore that support, because that is only family what I had.

Tried to commit but couldn’t manage to become a better boy friend than ex. One.

Heard many songs, watched many movies and felt top of the world until the movie effect was over.

Tried to reach on top but understood that there is no difference between the starting point and the zenith.

Completed lots of responsibilities, but got only ignorance from pals.

Thought may be reading books will help me to grow but it only helped me to know the use of dictionary.

Saw many movies to know more and more people of the world but found people still don’t know me.

People forced me to feel that am wrong which only made me feel that am different.

No matter what and how I tried but failed to become the one……people prefer from all.

Was never ready to accept the truth of failures but will it really help me now to see the path of success?

Today when I stand and look back I see only people walking ahead and I can see their back from far.

So am I the one who is left behind by the world.

Its dark night…..with the tears of God in the name of rain…..and one overcoat with the same black umbrella. This is all what I have from my little life……….

Where am I ? what did I do? And what do I do now????